To Live and to Love

Well it's that time of year. The time couples love and single people say they hate (it's really just envy). I am of course talking about that greatest of Holidays: Valentine's Day. Interesting note: The word "Valentine" is not in Microsoft word's data base. Stupid red squigly line.

So I knew this day was coming. I saw it from weeks away. The dreaded Feb. 14th. Day of Love. Most Unholly of Days. That last one was a joke. So me being all dramatic about having a girl friend and blah blah blah I'm overly emotional blah blah blah, I really thought I was gonna be all angry and depressed on this day of days, but I'm not.

I wouldn't call myself happy, but I'm not really sad either. Like I said before, my problem about being single isn't so much that I'm single, but there isn't even anyone I know who I am like, " I wish I could date her, blah blah blah." And that's what I'm feeling now. Allow me to elaborate.

I know this is gonna sound terribly... gay, but I absolutley love doing things like buy "my lady" something expensive on Valentine's Day or going out of my way to suprise her. I honestly can't remember a time when I wouldn't have gone broke to suprise A girl who tickle's my fancy on Valentine's Day. There is just something about the look of genuine suprise and graditude on the face of a girl when you suprise her on a day she actually expects something anyway. It just can't be faked or replicated.
That's what I feel right now. I wish i had an excuse, reason, or at least person to do something like that for, just to see that look of suprise and happiness.
So I suppose this is to all the guys out there in the position i wish I was. Rather you are with someone, want to be, and just want to suprise a girl, Don't let the opurtunity pass you bye because there are people like me who would kill to be in your position right now.

I Love You All
Thank You